I have actuallyn’t written such a thing for a long time, and I also just felt i will, but I do not have much to express. every thing i must mention is either to boring to create or to crazy to publish. and I also’m in a strange funk that is listless now, most likely a hangover from piling ten a great deal of tasks and chores and learning into one weekend, therefore I’m also less likely to want to have one thing exciting to state.
Experiencing Depressed
Jesus, i will be this kind of a “depressive” funk these days. I am stuck in this rut that is terrible personally i think like my entire life is a huge stack of quicksand and We just keep getting swept up deeper and deeper in the mire and I also can not get anywhere! I did not think I happened to be gonna have actually a bg senior year panic than I ever am, but maybe this is some strain of the freak out virus because I know what I want to do with my life and I’m no more terrified for my future now. Every small thing that is stupid going wrong – my computer is totally dead, we go right to the fitness center almost every day and yet make no progress, my senior honor’s thesis is going positively nowhere, i have stopped doing research, my apartment’s dropping aside, We have almost no time to see my buddies and everyday is similar to a string of things I do not might like to do without any real promise of impending enjoyable and adventure to obtain me personally through it.